I thought we could be together for ever
But now I realise it was just an escape,
The sweet dream of today’s sinner
Like the passing taste of a choky grape.

I never realised the rose was sear
That love could be my whipper
And my heart will scream for fear
Of my loneliness going deeper.

The darkness it’s my haven
And I’m a mouse in a cat’s paw
For me there is no heaven
My world is now the one i draw.

I have no mercy, no strength, no dreams,
No words to compose the savior’s poems
I’m just a toy soldier of the mighty god
Giving my soul, my heart, my blood.